Bucket List-
Dear Edward, I've gone back and forth the last few days trying to decide whether or not I should even write this. In the end, I realized I would regret it if I didn't, so here it goes. I know the last time we saw each other, we weren't exactly hitting the sweetest notes-certain wasn't the way I wanted the trip to end. I suppose I'm responsible and for that, I'm sorry. But in all honestly, if I had the chance, I'd do it again. Virginia said I left a stranger and came back a husband; I owe that to you. There's no way I can repay you for all you've done for me, so rather than try, I'm just going to ask you to do something else for me-find the joy in your life. You once said you're not everyone. Well, that's true-you're certainly not everyone, but everyone is everyone. My pastor always says our lives are streams flowing into the same river towards whatever heaven lies in the mist beyond the falls. Find the joy in your life, Edward. My dear friend, close your eyes and let the waters take you home.
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Find the joy in my life.
Maybe I worried too much about the future that obstruct me from being happy.
I like a girl who as I can feel like me as well. Ostensible, I try to maintain the
status quo and bear good relationship with her. Inside my mind, I struggle coz I can feel that we couldn't reconcile on certain issues which most often than not turns out to be quarrel. Callous attitude wasn't my nature. Trying to find the way out and
end up in a mess........
