10/28/2008

Mesmerizing

好久沒有來到這裡 自從英國回來之後
似乎有感受到留學生回來的一股自豪
工作到現在也將近2個多月 思考著下一步該怎麼做
下一步我想要做什麼...

LOVE IS STILL THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO ME.

Trying to be better, treating people better,
and devoting myself more sincere than before,
I pretend to be strong just like a man should.
The more I expect from others, the more I feel depressed.
I'm not a playboy or someone with mercenary motives;
nevertheless, it seems that I went through tough times
more than anyone did.

God, please help me and drag me out of the abyss.