Mesmerizing

好久沒有來到這裡 自從英國回來之後
似乎有感受到留學生回來的一股自豪
工作到現在也將近2個多月 思考著下一步該怎麼做
下一步我想要做什麼...

LOVE IS STILL THE MOST DIFFICULT THING TO ME.

Trying to be better, treating people better,
and devoting myself more sincere than before,
I pretend to be strong just like a man should.
The more I expect from others, the more I feel depressed.
I'm not a playboy or someone with mercenary motives;
nevertheless, it seems that I went through tough times
more than anyone did.

God, please help me and drag me out of the abyss.